money

12:16 am - yo it is october already

i am so in love with my home at the loft at mckibbin.
i have 7 really cool roomies and matanza is awesome.
it is a family!!
what to read for book club
first two
the heart is a lonely hunter
tropic of cancer

what will be next any reccomendations?

05:22 pm - back in mass.

shit loads of plants here
awesome
rain
masterbate
blonde redhead miss

gona go to store pick up some food and beverages.
xoxo

09:07 pm - looking for work

petsitter.com
looking for more pets to sit and walk.
also about to hop in the car and catch the fungwah bus back to nyc from mass.

04:05 am - rice broccoli egg lentil pepper

you don't have to go home but you can't stay here.

no you can't pregnant hate
yes i can gas i hate you
yes you can bloated love
no i can't drunk i love you
yes i can thirsty puppy love
yes i can lost crying
no you can't masquerade whimper
no i can't bus bark
call me a cab gardening toys
lets share a cab pots stuffed animals
there are many cabs here home over it
sex not going home under it
wet dreams home less otter
black out homeless bear
stoned sleep overs cat
stalking slumber parties dog
being stalked make out horse
following stare donkey
follower blind

02:21 am - grrr...

i started using my credit card again and i am up to 700$ owing. boo.
LOwes still hasn't sent me the w2 .
i have to file for
whole foods
lowes
wake county schools
new york city dog walkers

pew


i have a puppy walk today at 7
then wash my sheets

going to pick up my cell phone from gabes house.

matanza is a doll .
..some open relationship pda happened ( i can't remember if this is how you spell happend or happened) at sugarland.

best part was kissing Gabe(he knows how i feel about him!!) . seeing ash after him being away.



o

11:42 am - alaska in winter

11:37 am - my house

10:35 am - pecker fll of grace

i have a bunch of movies from the pslope library
pecker, when harry met sally, half nelson, i heart huckabees, shag..


watching pecker silly supermarket scene.

some names
cyrus
darius
gabriel
daniel

dreams

horse, unicorn, pegasus, ..... donkey

yesterday i took matanza to the park and on the train. a cop gave me 2 tickets
for not having him in his cage
and
for delaying on showing a valid i.d.
so court for me next month
:(
total 75$

mostly eating
lentils , greens, ramen
and
bacon, hot dogs,
eggs.


nimbus 2009


coraline 3d is awesome.

11:39 am - really we didn't but we kissed and held hands at the same time

i guess this is the end for us bart

ha ahhaa pttt
friday night
gave matanza a bath . made lentils and rice
watched t.v.
chatted on facebook . watched dollhouse premiere . spooky and good

i have an insatiable appetite
destroy everything you touch today
destroy me this way.
i love milk , cookies, lentils , rice, tea. happy valentines day.

10:50 am - happy chinese new year

some

celine dion
e.t.
queen
mika
H.I.V.
AIDS
judy
sister
unholy goat fucker
alcohol
drums
high heels
nan goldin
nyc
trash
bitches
hoes
hookers
dominatrix
sparks
camera
antony -hitler in my heart
cradle of filth
floriduh
pregnancy
gaze
ant
blinds
that was the worst sex
we were friends
you said that when i was giving you oral
sex that you had your first orgasm

just give me one orgasm and i will leave

free stream movies online
poetics of space
life cafe
mc donalds
crack
users and abusers
one hundred grand candy bar
taxes
art
mohawk
dogs dogs dogs
bands
secret shows

02:16 am - celine dion gabby jenna

list of things
gabby and jenna
want to do

go to the whitney museum
go to the beach with snow
take pictures
find sex stuff in art
meet someone famous
or genitalia
dance
any genitalia
karaoke
make a dance video
find polaroid
and take snow pictures
have secret shows
of a band
find david bowie
let s make lentils

09:47 pm - chains of smoke

o i am moving again. this time off the j gates stop. 700 $
3 month lease.

i can do something with that.

04:25 pm - snow day

i had mookie to walk this morning and then scooby tonight.


matanza is turning 3 today!!

12:59 pm - you sparkle in the sun. i want to be with you during the day

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z_CsQcCW5So

12:08 pm - i have an awesome view of a big crane that looks like a dinosaur

the dick chicken graffiti next to the life cafe is also appealing.

CAN YOU PLEASE STOP CALLING ME 5 times a day!!
DO YOU HAVE TO CALL ME 5 times a day??

o my matanza has been with me to work for the holidays.

holiday pics from nyc

02:54 am - celine dion/ kayla tucker/ scary lady

jenna and gabby
list of things we want to do
go to the whitney museum
go to the beach with snow
take pictures
find sex stuff in art
meet someone famous
or genitalia
dance
any genitalia
karaoke
make a dance video
find polaroid
and take snow pictures
have secret shows
of a band
find david bowie
let s make lentils

01:33 am - listening to frente

i ate cous cous tonight
i weigh
165 maybe

wearing can kicker skirt hoodie and blue long sleeved shirt
two burns are in my skirt from tonights ciggarette on susans futon

09:44 am - poop

http://jsong.org/jae_song.html
http://www.thebrothersrye.com/The_Brothers_Rye/Rye_Welcomes_You%21.html

09:43 am - four eyed monster

09:34 am - i am making hats

so far i made about ten hats . i will make some more today.

there is plastic covering the windows in my room so that it stays warmer inside.

matanza is loved by susan joe and jae.

I got very drunk the other night and when i

woke up ______ and i were naked in bed.

possibility

person 1
"i think i am falling in love with you"

person 2
"that is not my problem"